I broke up with Ian today. He took it fine. I just don't want a boyfriend at the moment. I've been feeling kind of sick lately; my stomach has been killing me all day and my throats getting a bit scratchy. I talked to my dad the day before yesterday. He said he was happy to talk to me again but he still thinks he wouldn't recognize me by my voice. I kind of changed the subject after that. Those kind of things that he says makes me sad, y'know? But I brought up how I was doing in school and at home and stuff like that and apparently I'm like him when he was my age. Uh... Yay? I mean, I can't really say I'm happy about that considering he's in JAIL... ... But he was a good kid, by my Nana's perspective...
So, about school today... I was forced to go even though I felt sick (like I said above) and my breakfast was crappy. I ate two chocolate covered nutty bars and by the begining of first hour I felt like I was going to puke. Ian told me I should go home, but being my wussy self I didn't want to go to the office. The office people scare me and my Nana would probably yell at me if I came home. So I didn't do much first hour. Second hour was okay... I was passing notes to Amber asking how I could possibly break up with Ian. She just told me to tell him what I told her. Being me, that wouldn't work either.
Third hour was the best hour of the day. Art. My teacher is freaking awesome and he knows how I feel about this stuff so he let me vent in my art with blood and gore and shit like that and I actually got a good project going. (Might post it later.) I sit next to Alexis and Sam everyday in art, and guess what? Today Alexis was silent. Apparently she 'lost her voice'. Even though she could laugh, giggle, and make all these other noises. What the hell? XD She's one weird girl.
Fourth hour was... boring. I got to sleep through half of it because we were just reading the book 'To Kill a Mocking Bird' and I had already read ahead. That made me feel a bit better before I went to lunch. But then I decided lunch would be the time I felt crappier. I broke up with Ian after the lunch bell (lunch ENDING bell) went off and we walked to our class together.
Fifth hour was cool. My math teacher rocks. He understood that I had already known how to do what he was teaching us and let me nap during the hour. It didn't last long though, because I decided to sit up and do the homework he assigned. It was easy. I finished it in like... five minutes. But I couldn't find the guts to fall asleep again and simply talked to the chick who sits across from me, Jessica.
Sixth hour we had an assembly which was completely boring and I sat next to Amber, Mike, Katrina, Marie, Michelle, Melitta, and Ian. <3 They're my group and I'll love them all forever. After the assembly we were let out early and I got on the bus and went home. After getting home I fell asleep in my bed until I got up like a half an hour ago and came in to get online.
Now, this is what I can't decide. Has my day been BAD or GOOD? I can't tell. I don't feel like adding all of it up, but I think was actually pretty good aside from the fact I was feeling a bit sick. Anyway, Hope you enjoyed my journal about my day. Oh, wait, I almost forgot something. A week or so ago, when Mike, Justin and I were walking to Ian's house, Justin asked me if I hated him. I just looked at him like

and said firmly 'No, I don't hate you!' Which led me to wonder. Why the hell would he ask that??? Do you guys know? Have any guesses? Please share them.
<3 <3 <3
~Kiba